I AM A KEPT WOMAN

You see there were times I thought I would loose my mind but God kept me sane. There were times I thought I couldn’t go on any longer but God kept me moving. At times I wanted to lash out at people who I felt had done me wrong, but God kept my mouth shut. Sometimes I think the money isn’t just enough, but God kept the lights on, rent paid and water on. When I thought I would fall, God kept me up. When I was weak God kept me strong. I could go on and on but I’m sure you hear me. I am blessed to be kept. I am kept by the love and Grace of God.

You see there were times I thought I would loose my mind but God kept me sane. There were times I thought I couldn’t go on any longer but God kept me moving. At times I wanted to lash out at people who I felt had done me wrong, but God kept my mouth shut. Sometimes I think the money isn’t just enough, but God kept the lights on, rent paid and water on. When I thought I would fall, God kept me up. When I was weak God kept me strong. I could go on and on but I’m sure you hear me. I am blessed to be kept. I am kept by the love and Grace of God.

Why am I kept woman?

I have realised that we take so much for granted in this life. We tend to focus on the negative that we do not see the positive in our lives. We get sick and all we think about is how God has not given us health. We forget the times He brought us through a whole month without money yet we had food on our plates and a roof over our heads. We get so caught up in complaining about how lonely we are single yet do not remember how God brought us out of abusive relationships. We complain about how our jobs suck when someone out there would do anything to have or be in our position.  We forget why God  closes some doors in our lives instead of letting our hearts listen from Him.

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I have learnt to let God take control of my life and guide me even when nothing makes sense. I have decided to let Him be the finisher and author of my faith. I have learnt that He knows the best for me even when I don’t understand it. I have learnt that I may make mistakes but His love for me will never change.  He just needs me to ask for forgiveness and let go of  my guilt. I may not understand His plan over my life but I choose to trust Him. I have chosen to let Him guide me in everything that I do. I have chosen to let Him work within me and use me for His will and not mine.

This is why I am a kept woman! I have laid my burdens at His feet for He has promised me that His Yoke is easy and my burden is light.”Mathew 11; 30.

I have chosen to give Him my life and I have no regret. I AM A KEPT WOMAN!